Never thought that I'd start with the word "Never" but then there are times when certain things are given a kick start by this simple word which might carry a huge meaning deep there. It was here at University when I actually realised the fact that many people I have met so far have striking resemblance. Yes, I do believe in making opinions of my own about people after I have had a word with them and the university is the best place you come across all kinds, shapes, sizes etc.
So today there sits someone, I never talk to and I don't bother to talk to but then there are circumstances I have to. It had never been the same before. We were the best of friends. Then at the university you find a personality, in disguise. you find later about the real side of them. You know you are there to study, make friends, have fun, and at the end of it, move on with your life. You are sitting there, holding yourself back to feel the same again. Whenever you meet those people, you want to talk to them the way you used to but then this world never leaves you all by yourself to analyse what situations have become as of now. Even before you can think of making things better something holds you back.
I will never forget those moments when I was giving second thoughts to all that was making me go crazy about this world I have recently started exploring. Moreover, I was amazed at the fact that I was the one who was taking things so seriously. It was not long after I recovered my senses that as the world believes in moving on, nobody really gives a second thought to whatever has happened in the past. People are too busy to think about the same stuff over again. I had heard that we need to choose our words carefully. I had learnt the moral of "Look before you leap" but then whats out of the mouth once can't be taken back. Thankfully, I am not repenting on my words I have penned down, though there are chances of editing it (thanks to the technology). So now I can claim to be happier while I make my decisions because now I know the key to remain contended with myself after all that I have gone through after I was admitted to the university and thus lies the reason how the past events have made my weaker side, my stronger and more confident side. Well, to end it all, I really had never thought that I would be moulded perfectly according to the circumstances and would turn out to become better in person. Hopefully, this is just the beginning...
So today there sits someone, I never talk to and I don't bother to talk to but then there are circumstances I have to. It had never been the same before. We were the best of friends. Then at the university you find a personality, in disguise. you find later about the real side of them. You know you are there to study, make friends, have fun, and at the end of it, move on with your life. You are sitting there, holding yourself back to feel the same again. Whenever you meet those people, you want to talk to them the way you used to but then this world never leaves you all by yourself to analyse what situations have become as of now. Even before you can think of making things better something holds you back.
I will never forget those moments when I was giving second thoughts to all that was making me go crazy about this world I have recently started exploring. Moreover, I was amazed at the fact that I was the one who was taking things so seriously. It was not long after I recovered my senses that as the world believes in moving on, nobody really gives a second thought to whatever has happened in the past. People are too busy to think about the same stuff over again. I had heard that we need to choose our words carefully. I had learnt the moral of "Look before you leap" but then whats out of the mouth once can't be taken back. Thankfully, I am not repenting on my words I have penned down, though there are chances of editing it (thanks to the technology). So now I can claim to be happier while I make my decisions because now I know the key to remain contended with myself after all that I have gone through after I was admitted to the university and thus lies the reason how the past events have made my weaker side, my stronger and more confident side. Well, to end it all, I really had never thought that I would be moulded perfectly according to the circumstances and would turn out to become better in person. Hopefully, this is just the beginning...
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